third friend in third month....

Dear Pauline today got her wings and has flowen away... I think I have more friends dead than alive. Its a crazy feeling. Why am I still here... the melanoma ripped thru these three . they all left young families ...And selfishly they all left me alone.. Still battleing..still here on my own... Just sometimes in a very small deep down part of me , I want to go to....reality ..of course I dnn't mean that, but why... theres no answers... tomorrow will be a better day... Rest in Peace Ricarda, Bronwyn and Pauline... free fom this disease at last.....